Have a good winter!…
Last night…about last night…
…I wish last night was wild and crazy…or passionate and intense…even funny and light…maybe intellectual and cultured…but no…it was exhaustively boring and lonely…and the worst being that I realised that I am almost getting used to feel that way…used to not see anyone…used to talk to myself…used to laugh at my own jokes -mostly bad ones…used to live through the stories created by my crazy brain…used to feel so full of life and to dream of the next time I will feel free to express it…used to look forward to my Netflix evening -and sometimes I even get double excited just by hearing that the last season of This Is Us should be available in a few days…sounds quite pathetic I know :)…used to exercise in my small living room…used to share my breakfast with my laptop and used to work sometimes in my pj’s for the entire day…used to communicate exclusively through screens…
I also realised that I get exhausted of talking…don’t get me wrong: working from home is full of advantages for me: no commute…no people’s morning bad breathe on the tube…no bad food quickly bought close to the office…however…I end up spending my day looking at screens for doing Pilates, for participating to meetings, for ordering food shopping…and at the end of the day, I can’t spend again hours talking to a screen to chat with my friends...the only idea to think that I may have to talk again makes me so exhausted that I would almost show my lion side and scream over the phone to the poor friend who tried, very kindly, to call to make sure I was ok…and believe me…initially, I LOVE talking!!
What is the next step now? I should maybe live my ultimate dream and hibernate…😊
And I could plan automatic orders for food deliveries until April…but…what’s the next step then? What would then happen in April?
Either I would have become a real bear…
…and kill for finding food…in the wild streets of an empty London!
…Or I would have stored so much energy -and kilograms 😉…I would kept so many words…so many feelings…so much love…so many dance steps…so many dreams…that I would follow the nature’s rhythm: I would wake up and be ready to fully live…!!!!
I don’t know for you…but, personally, I much prefer the second option so I can’t wait to dance, laugh, love and travel with you: see you in April 2021 😊!!!!
